i've seen and experienced what it's like in a car inhaling over 50 sprays of rubbing alcohol, enjoyed it together with my kids, i was fast enough to open all windows when i started feeling dizzy, headache and couldn't drive effectively...
that reminds me of how i felt like being treated as a biohazard material everytime i walked into my room, alcohol sprays all over the floor, everywhere for i don't know how many time she sprayed it, it's stings my nose...but everytime i told her, her response was whatever, i don't know, stfu, etc
so now, i will only enter my bedroom when everyone is sleeping...so she can stop poisoning my kids with alcohol...
that's not how you kill the virus anyway...if it's not there, it's pointless to spray alcohol on every step i walked on the floor...it's a closed room, the alcohol goes nowhere, 50 sprays and you expect infant and toddler to inhale it...yes...
i know drinking alcohol cause cancer, but infant and toddler inhaling it for years...or for as long as they're sleeping in this room...for i don't know how many years to come...she's gonna get angry and scold me again? might as well as disown everyone and i live by myself...
i think i have done enough, suffered enough, being patient for years...being treated like this....idk anymore...i can't see my future as a family anymore...all i see is ...suffering...being stepped on...etc
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